bulok na nga 2.
tntmad mgupdate. sowee. :P

belated merry xmas and advanced hapi new year. :))

last vanity pics of Joker. :)

ILY baby :D

R.I.P.
Joker
Adoption date: November 1, 2008
Date of death: December 11,2008 (1am)

Goodbye my Joker. :)
You'll always be a part of me.

So un nga. He died kaninang umaga, and hours before his death ntulog pa siya sa kamay ko. Nagbonding pa kami, super lambing pa niya nun. Hay. I'll miss you my Joker, probably ikaw lang ang pusa na pnkalove ko. :)

super duper panic mode

I wasn't able to update yesterday kc may nangyari. :))
ganito un. 10pm, may kausap ako sa phone.
Biglang pumasok mom ko, then pnatay lahat ng ilaw sa room ko.
Nagulat naman ako kc ang weird. sabi nya "may nakapasok sa bahay natin."
Taena. sobrang nagulantang naman ako kaya nagbbye n ako sa kausap ko.
Pumasok ako sa room nila tpos nilock nila ung pinto. Grbe sobrang
panic kaming lahat nun. Yung dad ko may hawak na 9mm gun
nakatutok sa may bintana. Sobrang ang creepy ng scene.
nanginginig na ko nun Sa takot. Kahit yung katext ko kung ano ano na pngssbi sakin. :))
Kilala mo kung sino ka, di ko na ssbhin bka mgalit k pa sakin e. HAHA.
Aun. kinwento sakin nung mom ko kung ano nangyari.
Nagtext daw ung isang katulong namin (maid#1) na sbrang takot na takot daw
sila ni maid#2. Nanginginig na daw sila at umiiyak. So ung dad ko bumaba sa
maids quarter, tinawag niya si maid#1 wala daw sumasagot, humahagulgol lang.
Syempre nmn unang papasok sa utak ng dad ko hinostage sila
so umakyat sya agad tpos pnatawag yung guard sa subdivision.
After 2 minutes ng kaba at panic, kumatok ung guard sa pinto.
Sabi ng dad ko sa isang kuya ko "Rick, turuan kta, bumaba ka tpos itututok
ko ung baril sa harap mo." Grbe tlga. nkktkot nun. :|

Bumaba na sila tapos bnuksan un pnto. Pagkabukas nakatutok ung baril ng
2 guard sa may pinto. :| Pagkapasok sa kusina, nakita nila ung
2 katulong nakaupo sa may kama. It turned out c maid#2 umiiyak
kasi may matandang babae daw umiiyak sa ilalim ng kama niya.
Tinext nya si maid#1 na nsa taas lng ng bed nya tpos ngpanic na sila
kaya tnext ni maid#1 mom ko.

So ang weird lng tlga ng nangyri. Sobrang ntkot lng kmi dahil sa iyak ng
matanda na si maid#2 lang nkarinig. K. Ang gulo ng kwento ko.
Pero maiintindihan nyo nmn :))

OMG.
Sobrang traumatized ako.
I was surfing the channels sa tv, bgla ko nadaanan kids station.
pinapalabas PHYSICS IN EVERYDAY LIFE.
Nakita ko palang c dra. domingo pnatay ko na tv. :))
sharing. hahahaha.

Palaro

Go iv3. Go iv3.
Ok. hangover. :))

Even though the Palaro was quite boring,
I still had fun with my class. Love you guys. :D
Overall runner-up tayo! Yeah! :))

Sir vilo was overflowing with hotness during the game.
Hahaha. I'll upload the pictures sa multiply ko.
Check it out nalang.
www.razyforyou.multiply.com

Thanks sa mga photographers of the day.
Mom ko. haha. patbau. buban. and gabbey :D
You rock guys! :P

Damn

I always pretend that I'm alright. I make jokes and laugh
my guts out just to show you guys that I'm okay.
Truthfully, I'm not. I'm sick. I'm sad and I'm frustrated.

Just last night I had the worst dream of my life. I woke up
panting and crying, trying to pull myself back to reality.

I dreamt that my dad was dying. The setting was in our old house
in La Loma. In their old room, his bed was there and there were
all sorts of wires connected to his head and his chest. At that time,
I knew what was happening, it's as if the events were all fastforwarded
and I knew that he was dying. I saw him then, he was pale and
thin, just like how his sister looked like when she was still in the hospital.
I talked to him. He told me that he knew that the guy I was with last
night is my boyfriend. Weird though, in that dream I have a boyfriend.
Anyway, I told him that he should get some rest. He replied
"See you in the morning." Then he kissed my forehead.
Deep down I knew, I'm not gonna see him ever.

That's when I woke up. I didn't know what triggered that dream.
I wasn't even thinking about my dad. I just told one person about this
dream and I didn't know why. Why him? Was I expecting that
he would do something that would comfort me? Hell. I don't even
know what his plans are. I don't even know if he feels anything
towards me. He just told me that it was just a dream, nothing else and
most dreams are the opposite of whats going to happen.

My mom arrived later this day. She went to a psychic named
Mariano something. I though my day was going to turn out
fine, but my brother told something to my dad. "Pa, sabi nung
manghuhula magpacheck na daw kayo kasi may complication
daw sa puso niyo." My mom added, "sabi nga magiging single
na daw ako kapag hindi ka pa ngpacheck."
My dad just laughed, why won't he take them seriously? :(
I can't share my dream to him, I don't have the guts to tell him that.
So please Lord, help him. :(

Premonition? Coincidence?
I can't think right right now. I hate this day.
I need you. :(

it's the start of something new

K. Ano nangyayari sakin?

Didiretsuhin ko na.
Ang hot ni sir Viloria kanina.
IDC kung cno man pumupunta sa blog ko.
Di ko na talaga matitiis toh.
Sige na tawa lang kayo. Hahaha. Pero seryoso
talaga ko. Nakakaturn on siya kanina.
Sige ikekwento ko na. Hahahaha.
Baka naman gawan niyo na ko ng issue. :))

Nagtuturo kasi siya, nasa gitna ng class, naglalakad.
Ako.. doing my own business, NAKIKINIG sa kanya.
Nagbell, tpos sbrang unexpected.
Sabi niya "Grrr.."
HAHAHA. ang hot kasi ung r nya ung prang may vibration
na ewan. Di ko maexplain. K. :))
Nung una, tawa lang ako ng tawa. Di ko pa mapigilan sarili ko.
Pagkatapos ko tumawa, narealize ko na nakakaturn on siya.
HAHAHAHA. Kaderi na kung kaderi.
Walang pakelaman. :P

Baka mabasa pa to nung kamag-anak nya. HAHAHAHA.
Lheslie? =))

K. Next time nalang updates.
Manunuod pa ko Eva Fonda. HAHAHA.